30/04/11 - THE MORNING AFTER

HEY LOOK HERE SHE IS AGAIN
AND SHE DOESN'T LOOK HAPPY!

Damn right I'm not happy.
So much so I'm typing properly!
Depression is GREAT especially
if you're ME.

I'm sad, real sad SUPER SAD
ready to get rid of all vilans
by depressing them and making them
take their own lives. (DON'T WORRY I'M NOT SUICIDAL)

Don't you just love talking about your
feelings? Especially when you're ME
because you don't have a physical way
of getting rid of your ANGRE & HATE

For those of you who don't know me 100%
(EVERYBODY) I'm not good with saying words.
Telling jokes...? Yeah but that's different
I find it hard to say what I'm really feeling
at the time. I'd rather write it down, or not
talk about it at all and read a book. Either
way people ALWAYS want to know what
I THINK or how I'm FEELING, and like I said
before I'm not GREAT with the words.

Damn it!

Y: Are you alright?
M: Yeah *smiles- even though on the inside I
want to tell you how I'm really feeling but
struggle to find a way to say it*

I fear I may have a serious problem!