Fried Eggs!

Well I feel like I haven't done one of these things in a long time. I'd like to say I was busy but that would be too easy. No I've been LAZY! Like always, but more often now.

So what brought me back?
Nothing in particular, just didn't want my fans to think I'd died. I HAVEN'T THANKS FOR ASKING!
Sheesh.

This post was really random!
Any ways I'll try and blog more often now that I'm off school and stuff. And I bet we'll be meeting before the year ends.

Hate As Always!

30/04/11 - THE MORNING AFTER

HEY LOOK HERE SHE IS AGAIN
AND SHE DOESN'T LOOK HAPPY!

Damn right I'm not happy.
So much so I'm typing properly!
Depression is GREAT especially
if you're ME.

I'm sad, real sad SUPER SAD
ready to get rid of all vilans
by depressing them and making them
take their own lives. (DON'T WORRY I'M NOT SUICIDAL)

Don't you just love talking about your
feelings? Especially when you're ME
because you don't have a physical way
of getting rid of your ANGRE & HATE

For those of you who don't know me 100%
(EVERYBODY) I'm not good with saying words.
Telling jokes...? Yeah but that's different
I find it hard to say what I'm really feeling
at the time. I'd rather write it down, or not
talk about it at all and read a book. Either
way people ALWAYS want to know what
I THINK or how I'm FEELING, and like I said
before I'm not GREAT with the words.

Damn it!

Y: Are you alright?
M: Yeah *smiles- even though on the inside I
want to tell you how I'm really feeling but
struggle to find a way to say it*

I fear I may have a serious problem!

*sigh

im telling ya
if i was out spoken not shy and non afraid to do anything...


id be single right now

and also alot less smarter
singing my heart out about the pain of never HAVING MY OWN WAY

now taht ive gotten that off my chest

WOOHOO NO MORE SCHOOL! yay(!) yes(!)

Shoes!

FFS
just like lemons my mood is sour

im still peeved that my mum will still run to me to do all the house work and not ask my brother! she lets that little shit get away with EVERYTHING!!

i really should be in a good mood ive got pretty much what i wanted this month but its turning out to be real shit. i have this feeling im going to be a grumpy granny when im older.

theres no word i can shout out loud to make me feel slightly better. i have to punch someone in the face.

WITH MY FIST IN YOUR FACE
AND YOUR FACE ON THE FLOOR

SHUT UP IM SORRY FOR BEING GRUMPY AGAIN! IM NOT A VERY HAPPY PERSON!


i wish i could go back to last month things would be SO MUCH different

fuck fuckety fuck fuck fuck!


SUCK IT MO-FO!

Fudge Monkeys!

it seems like anger and hate are my only friends right now!
my mum and brother always say that YOU GET AWAY WITH MURDER! if that were the case everybody in the world would be dead! YOU DONT DO ANYTHING TO HELP AROUND THE HOUSE bullshit i do more than my brother and hes in his 30 and still living with his mother!!


just seen the photos for the bday party my cousin had
i was there not that you'd know caz the photos i was in arent upoaded
every other pic is except the ones i was in
plus i had to give my balloons away that day *my highlight of the night*
THEN my mum told me YOULL GET NO WHERE IN LIFE BY JUST SITTING IN THE BACKGROUND!
i was happy until just a moment ago!!

she has no idea how much that hurt and how much trouble im having with typing because i can hardly see the keys due to the amont of tears in my eyes!!

if u dnt hear frm me in a while
im fine
i havent killed myself!!

TABN 102

did u know
that i like
being gifted
mugs?


the weirder they are the better
:)
youre not allowed to judge me

WHY OH WHY!

ive recently had BUBBLE GUM FLAVOURED ICE CREAM
and im just wondering
what does bubble gum flavoured bubble gum taste like?

ICE CREAM?!