30/04/11 - THE MORNING AFTER

HEY LOOK HERE SHE IS AGAIN
AND SHE DOESN'T LOOK HAPPY!

Damn right I'm not happy.
So much so I'm typing properly!
Depression is GREAT especially
if you're ME.

I'm sad, real sad SUPER SAD
ready to get rid of all vilans
by depressing them and making them
take their own lives. (DON'T WORRY I'M NOT SUICIDAL)

Don't you just love talking about your
feelings? Especially when you're ME
because you don't have a physical way
of getting rid of your ANGRE & HATE

For those of you who don't know me 100%
(EVERYBODY) I'm not good with saying words.
Telling jokes...? Yeah but that's different
I find it hard to say what I'm really feeling
at the time. I'd rather write it down, or not
talk about it at all and read a book. Either
way people ALWAYS want to know what
I THINK or how I'm FEELING, and like I said
before I'm not GREAT with the words.

Damn it!

Y: Are you alright?
M: Yeah *smiles- even though on the inside I
want to tell you how I'm really feeling but
struggle to find a way to say it*

I fear I may have a serious problem!

*sigh

im telling ya
if i was out spoken not shy and non afraid to do anything...


id be single right now

and also alot less smarter
singing my heart out about the pain of never HAVING MY OWN WAY

now taht ive gotten that off my chest

WOOHOO NO MORE SCHOOL! yay(!) yes(!)

Shoes!

FFS
just like lemons my mood is sour

im still peeved that my mum will still run to me to do all the house work and not ask my brother! she lets that little shit get away with EVERYTHING!!

i really should be in a good mood ive got pretty much what i wanted this month but its turning out to be real shit. i have this feeling im going to be a grumpy granny when im older.

theres no word i can shout out loud to make me feel slightly better. i have to punch someone in the face.

WITH MY FIST IN YOUR FACE
AND YOUR FACE ON THE FLOOR

SHUT UP IM SORRY FOR BEING GRUMPY AGAIN! IM NOT A VERY HAPPY PERSON!


i wish i could go back to last month things would be SO MUCH different

fuck fuckety fuck fuck fuck!


SUCK IT MO-FO!